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2.14p.m,原本准备睡觉的我却收到他的简讯。最后一段是酱写的….
“…I try to forget but I cant. I remember everything like its yesterday
but I cant turn back time.”
我反复看了好几遍。看着、看着...一颗泪水从眼角流了出来。
为什么要告诉我这些东西？
现在无论他说什么都已没用了，不是吗？
因为 我一直无法忘记他是怎样背叛了我
我一直无法忘记他是怎样伤害了我
打了一同电话给子安，子安说我还在在意。
我想也许是吧？！不然我怎么会受他的话而影响？
但，事情都已隔了那么多年啊~ =(
突然想起吴淡如曾说的一句话
“当你不爱一个人，还可以思念他到底是一件好事。
感谢世上还有这样一个人，不再牵肠挂肚。但还是希望
他不在你眼前，更不会再出现在你怀抱里，
他还会过得很好，幸福安稳…
因为不想影响彼此人生，让过去的过去，于是假装不在乎。
其实，还是很在意。” |
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Dont understand anything here.
all #$#(@$*#@%(&! like that.
:/
By the way, like my name? Hahaha 
Sorry, banana here.
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eh. something on top there look very femiliar.
-.-
wad is 2.14p.m,原本准备睡觉的我却收到他的简讯。最后一段是酱写的…. ???
Wo bu huey du hua wen. I m very chan. Ni men zhai jiang shi mo? Can translate gei wo ma?
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My humble reply
这首歌是一个曾经对我很重要的人唱给我听的第一支歌。那时候，我。。。对他来说也蛮重要吧？=) 半年前，他来找我。他，告诉我很多他的事，也告诉我他在今年一月会去US 升学。那一次过后，我们再一次的失去联络了。现在的他，好吗？他还觉记得曾在电话里的另一端弹着吉他唱着这首歌吗？他还记得曾经有个女孩喜欢他吗？还记得一个女孩因为他的移情别恋而受到伤害吗？他还记得他写给她的第一封love mail吗？也许，忘了吧？都已四年的时间了。。。
现在回想起来，一切只能用“曾经”....这曾经拥有过的甜蜜，都已好遥远....
All the 4 years, I have not forgotten. I remembered the letters, I remember guitars on the phone, and many other things. Like I told you, everything is like yesterday. I remembered the beach, I remembered the turtles, I remembered holding someone near to me. I remembered surprise visits, I remembered taiping, I remembered many things. I also would not forget the hurt of being apart. Far from the person I love. The hurt that comes everyday because I feel so far.
现在晚上9.34pm
听着Tasha Yearwood’s <How Do I Live>，
心，在期待著一个不晓得会不会成功的约会。
四百又八十多天已没见了，
现在的他是否已变了？或者还是一样？
在想着他和她是否还在一起？！
想着他是否会像那一天在我面前提前他与她的事？
此刻很碰巧的是，winamp传来的是vertical horizon’s <best I ever had>
一首我要他学唱给我听的歌。但，故事的最后他没唱给我听。
他，却唱了<安静>。
现在9.49p.m, 播放的是<More Than Words>
思绪仿佛把我带回到从前那一段快要被遗忘的时光。
原以为快要被遗忘的事，却在他一通电话
而变得如此的清晰。
9.53p.m, 等著他会再一次拨电话给我…
心，有点紧张的说。
10.04p.m, 等到他电话了
说会在三十分钟左右会到，
紧张的心情也同时增加了…
为什么会这样？！嗯…不懂，也不要懂~
现在12.29p.m, 刚冲好凉出来。
见到他了，没什么改变。聊了很多事情…
告诉了我他的近况，他家人的事，包括他哥哥的女友。
还有的是，他依然在我面前投诉着她。
聊着、聊着…提起了一些事
他说我比以前更美了
他说他有时会很想念我
他说他很久没拿起吉他了
他说他还记得 <hear me cry> & <best I ever had>
他说他有机会会再找我…
…………………
我听的比说的多，因为我不懂该告诉他些什么…?!
现在1. 17p.m, 听着蔡琴唱的<被遗忘的时光>
刚才1.06p.m收到他的miss call.
安全到家了吧？我也该睡了…
但，我睡得着吗？
也许有点难吧？！因为心情被影响了…
1.27p.m, 他call了我问我怎么可以看到我写的东西
他不会看华语吧？！那他要懂来做莫咧？
当我问他时，他却说看看一下也好。
好奇怪的说…
I am the same as always, never had change except fatter. I would've sung the song if you asked me to.
Sorry for telling you more about her, didnt know it would hurt you more. You are indeed more beautiful than ever.
Sorry I came and became a terrorist in your thread. I promise it wont happen after this.
2.14p.m,原本准备睡觉的我却收到他的简讯。最后一段是酱写的….
“…I try to forget but I cant. I remember everything like its yesterday
but I cant turn back time.”
我反复看了好几遍。看着、看着...一颗泪水从眼角流了出来。
为什么要告诉我这些东西？
现在无论他说什么都已没用了，不是吗？
因为 我一直无法忘记他是怎样背叛了我
我一直无法忘记他是怎样伤害了我
打了一同电话给子安，子安说我还在在意。
我想也许是吧？！不然我怎么会受他的话而影响？
但，事情都已隔了那么多年啊~ =(
突然想起吴淡如曾说的一句话
“当你不爱一个人，还可以思念他到底是一件好事。
感谢世上还有这样一个人，不再牵肠挂肚。但还是希望
他不在你眼前，更不会再出现在你怀抱里，
他还会过得很好，幸福安稳…
因为不想影响彼此人生，让过去的过去，于是假装不在乎。
其实，还是很在意。”
Maybe I shouldn't have sent the last SMS. I have hidden things in my heart too which I regret letting out. Telling you might have been my fault but it is done.
Here I would like to take the chance to apologize to you that you felt betrayed. I did not mean to betray you. When I was with you I try my best to treat you well and make you my pricess. Due to unforgiving reason I may no longer be with you and have moved on.
I do not come here to prove anything, I came here to say sorry. That is what I plan to do just now before pretending to be travelling around and borrowing your toilet. Even after you said you don't wana see me. I go there because I wanted to say sorry for the hurt I have done to you and at least see you one more time. Although you may have not the chance to be my first love, but who can ever forget his first kiss?
You should know, although I have not been with you, you always have a special place in my heart. I did not betray you on intention. We were far apart and I need more affection. I had to move on.
Sorry I had no idea in the past that I had betray you. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Just remember, I still care. Sorry for spoiling your personal place for solace and comfort. I could not think of another place to express how I feel either. Sorry I could not open my mouth just now, I'm too afraid. Afraid to see you hurt, afraid to see you cry. I have already done enough damage.
Well, the software I'm using did not translate all the words very well. I could not understand everything but enough to get the picture. I understand the fact that first love hurts the deepest but remember, other hurt deep as well. I am not rejoicing when you departed from me.
Probrably we will never talk again after this, at the bottom of my heart I still remember everything we had in the past, both good and bad. All i can wish for is that I had bring you joy more than sadness. Look at it as fond memories.
Although I say that I miss you, you'd probrably think it's not true or it's useless to tell you now. I want you to know all these years, I miss you. Not only when I no longer have a girlfriend or when I'm bored. I do all the time. Which is why i said I wish i could turn back time. Although I said so, I may no longer have the chance because it is no longer the matter of feelings but responsibility and unselfishness (i may have been selfish in the past towards you. I'm sorry ).
I wish you the best in life and always stay happy. May you find someone who you can trust and not betray you like I did. You may or may not accept / believe the things I said here, it doesn't matter anymore. I just want to tell you things hidden inside me for too long. I don't want you to cry anymore. At least not for me.
This is where I stop. I would like to apologize for typing in english. I could neither write nor read chinese.
To silent_k: Sorry for interrupting your privacy.
Sometimes I wish I had not done some things in my life. Sometimes I wish things would not change and stay forever the same way when it's perfect like the time I had with you.
Here is a lyrics from me to you:
"If I Could Turn Back Time"
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay
I don't know why I did the things I did I don't know why I said the things I said
Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside
Words are like weapons they wound sometimes.
I didn't really mean to hurt you I didn't wanna see you go I know I made you cry, but baby
[Chorus:]
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back time
My world was shattered I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care
But I lost everything darling then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong
I know that I was blind, and ooh...
[Chorus]
Ooohh
If I could turn back time
If I could turn back time
If I could turn back time
ooh baby
I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't want to see you go
I know I made you cry
Ooohh
[Chorus #2]
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back time (turn back time)
If I could find a way (find a way)
Then baby, maybe, maybe
You'd stay
[to fade]
Reach the stars
If I could reach the stars
From yours truly,
Setengah Tiang
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发表于 6-11-2005 02:09 AM
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Oops sorry, I just wana say I still remember the laksa and ice kacang in pantai remis and Ice cream from taiping I still have your photos, always looking, especially you in that Sari.
Other people here, continue to support silent_k. At least one of her problem is gone now (me).
Final 2.
1. you look extremely sexy tonight.
2. i like the sign in your toilet " Please flush after use. Do not leave some sh*t floating in the hole."
Wish you all the best in life and always stay happy. You are still young and its not time to stay in sadness and close your heart to everyone else. I hope you find someone who you can depend on and never betray you.
My only regret is, after this I dont think I can ever see you again and you will always leave a hole in my life which cannot be filled.
Bye.
[ 本帖最后由 noisy_t 于 6-11-2005 10:58 AM 编辑 ] |
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发表于 6-11-2005 05:33 PM
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思緒是如此的忽然 思念也伴隨著牽掛
是的 我對妳仍是又些牽掛
我不擅長花言巧語 我不擅長表達自己 我不擅長賣弄文章
我只擅長寫下感覺 一種對自己問心無愧的感覺 |
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发表于 6-11-2005 06:00 PM
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偶然
我是天空里的一片云，
偶尔投影在你的波心
你不必讶异，
更无须欢喜
在转瞬间消灭了踪影。
你我相逢在黑夜的海上，
你有你的，我有我的，方向；
你记得也好，
最好你忘掉，
在这交会时互放的光亮
很无聊，所以翻看了徐自摩的诗.
看到了这首，一首我蛮喜欢的诗。
突然想起，以前我读中学时有个歌手拿来翻唱过的。
我依稀还记得怎么唱。
看着我贴的你，想听吗？
那有机会唱给你听虽我唱歌很难听... 
[ 本帖最后由 silence_k 于 6-11-2005 06:03 PM 编辑 ] |
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发表于 6-11-2005 06:05 PM
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我看到了。。。我想聼。。。
你夠力料。。。瓦卡卡卡。。。 |
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爱情的世界从來就没有所谓的三人行
因为每个人都只有一颗心
一心两半所代表的就是心碎
爱不一定來的对时候
缘份这档事有时又还蛮喜欢捉弄人
一辈子爱一個人这样的可能性太少
而总是要配合天时地利更是难上加难
最近看着自己身旁的朋友不就还在情路上跌撞不停
不就是准备要结婚了
感情谈多了谈久了最后好像要不结婚要不就分手
而三人的感情世界始终没有太多好的结局
因为无法完全信任和坦承
很纠结的爱包裹了太多谎言和伤害
一失衡即是坠落
突然觉得有些惝然
为了更懂得爱
这一路上我們都付出了不少的代价
那时是真的不懂
原來不爱自己
也不会得到完整的爱
那时是真的困惑
为什么你说你给了我全部
而我感受到的却总是自己的不安和沮丧
那时是真的忘了
我们永远都有自己选择幸福的权力
但我却完全交给了你
因为曾经很爱很爱你
曾经觉得一刻都不能没有你
曾经不顾一切只想和你一辈子一起
曾经觉得少了你应该就是世界末日
曾经恨透了你伤透了我的心
曾经想证明没有你我还是可以很好
曾经以为时间过得够久了我就会忘了你
但最后明白的是
其实因为曾有个你
我觉得很幸福也很感谢
而也终于明白可以给你最好的祝福并不是原谅而是忘了你
走进这段两个人的爱情故事
一起用心而不是评议的角度去感受
并且好好去珍惜属于你的幸福
永远相信爱是信任和支持的
即使真的无法继续也都是坦承和祝福的
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发表于 7-11-2005 12:34 PM
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原帖由 zeon00 于 6-11-2005 07:52 PM 发表
爱情的世界从來就没有所谓的三人行
因为每个人都只有一颗心
一心两半所代表的就是心碎
爱不一定來的对时候
缘份这档事有时又还蛮喜欢捉弄人
一辈子爱一個人这样的可能性太少
而总是要配合天时 ...
原来，有时候
心，赤裸裸的被一个人解读的时候
感觉蛮恐怖
因为，不习惯
被人太了解.....
以后若再看穿了
我的心
我们私底下聊，好吗？ =)
因为不想被了解....
[ 本帖最后由 silence_k 于 7-11-2005 12:57 PM 编辑 ] |
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发表于 7-11-2005 01:09 PM
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嘘～！听......
风铃在风里
传出了清脆的声音
没有快乐的旋律
没有轻盈的旋律
只有，悲伤的
相似在低泣...
你，听到了吗？ |
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风铃
你提着风铃
响起轻盈温馨的歌声
翩然跃上我的窗台
尽管上面铺满灰尘
你仍执意伫立
默默挂起风铃摇曳
深情的用热吻
溶化冰封的心河
风铃在轻声鸣奏
祈祷温柔时光永恒
然而 终于有一天
你悄无声息 消失在
没有夕阳的黄昏
我呆望窗外漆黑夜色
聆听风铃依然轻逸的乐声
唤起遥远的记忆
爱在风中流逝
最后 那缠绵的温存
连同你 都已化成虚幻
只有风铃悠长的恋曲
这忧伤的玫瑰色爱情
悲切地向天际延伸 |
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静
看见你总是以蓝蓝的心情
写着蓝蓝的文章
盼你 一切 一切 都安好~ |
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发表于 9-11-2005 08:29 AM
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当已展翅飞翔的天使
在蓝的天空里折翼
跌落在雪白羽毛
沾满血液的织维里
泪，会是最先发出的呐喊....
添着渗血的伤口
没有飞的力气。
p/s: 曾经帖过，想再一次贴上它.... |
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请不要让我忆起那些
我不愿再想起的回忆
因为它们足够影响
我整天的情绪.....
p/s: 在那样的节日里，我都只想一个人
静静的渡过。因为我不想再为它制造任何回忆... |
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