提早放工回家睡。。
没有人在家,就我一个~
当然我也没告诉K我发烧了。。
免得他担心~
一个人睡到大概晚上七点吧。。
K发了个短信问我到家了吗?
K: Hey B, u reached home safely?
I: Nope... having fever...
发了个温度计的照片给他。。
温度是37.5°c~
K: Gosh.. why didn't you tell me earlier?
I: i didn't tell anyone...
K: Can i come over and bring you to Dr right after my reunion dinner. About 9pm... i will have a quick one.
I: No worried, enjoy your dinner with your family... i always told you family come first.
K: I will call you later~
为了避免他过来,逼自己起床,收拾然后开车回家乡~
等他再次给我信息时我已经在路上了~
K: Can i come over now?
I: I'm on my way home... no worried...
Happy CNY to you & family~ big hug~
K: em... ... OK, u drive safe~
很辛苦的回到了家,把东西一丢,倒床就睡~
结果,这一烧,就烧到年初三。。
还真是个倒霉的新年。。
过完年回到KL...K过来找我~
K: B, can we have dinner together tonight?
I: Sure...
吃过晚饭,K递给我一个红包封。。
I: What's this?
K: Ang pow lo... a wish from me to you~
I: You give me ang pow?
K: Ya... I'm married ma... later u said i didn't give u~
I: haha... u give, i take and thank you very much!
那天约了朋友们吃饭。。
吃到一半K过来找我。。坐下来一起吃。。
LC: Jie, why you still don't want to tell us which company you join?
K: 看着我。。you resigned?
I: Yes, i resigned and joining another new opening company. Is a promotion.
LC: Opps.. K still don't know?
NP: Aiyoh... LC, you don't bother so much la.. Belle will update us once she settle down.
LC: Sorry Jie...
LC是我的旧同事 。。他习惯叫我姐姐。。因为在旧公司,只有我敢骂他!他也只听我一个人的劝告。。
LC & NP都是我的旧同事。。也都懂K。。
其实,我并没有隐瞒K是已婚人士。。
但身边的朋友同事也没有人劝我,
也许大家都一样。。事不关己。。
也许是他们都觉得只要我开心就好~
吃完饭,我送NP回酒店。。
NP是在槟城工作。。这次是来出差的。。
送她回去后我就回家了。。
回到家看到K在楼下parking等我。。
K: B, do you think you should tell me you resign?
I: You wait for me here just to ask about this?
K: Yes, don't you think you should let me know?
I: What so big deal? I need to serve 2 months notice.
K: Is not about that... where do you go?
I: Can i choose to keep this as secret till i join?
K: Are you trying to do something to go away from me?
I: Why are you so sensitive? I don't need to... if i want to run away from you, i can just totally ignore you.
K: Then?
I: We have agreed, things that you not willing to share, i will not ask... things that I'm not willing to tell, you shouldn't ask as well.
K: OK, fine. Up to you!
I: Fine....
不理他,直接走。。
他觉得被威胁了。。。
因为我很少不告诉他东西。。
我只是以其人之道还至其人之身!
他不告诉我的东西更多。。
那晚之后,他每天都会给我打电话。。
要跟我吃午餐,晚餐。。
搞到我开始觉得烦。。。
I: You have nothing else to do? I thought you always busy?
K: No ar.. miss you and want to see you often... how i know when are you going to disappear...
I: I disappear? You should said: Don't know when I'm going to done my migration and leave you alone here...
K没出声。。
I: Is OK, i'm good to be alone~
K: The things yet to approved... why are you bringing this out? Are you trying to find fault with me?
I: Am i saying wrong?
其实我也是真的故意找架吵的。。
不懂为什么。。也许不要他那么黏我吧。。
突然K问一句。。
K: B, if i migrate to AUS, would you want to go with me?
I: Nope... i don't want!
K: OK...
两个人都没出声。。后来K也回家了~
我也没告诉他其实我在plan着去英国读我的master...
节目开始,我跟同事去吃晚餐后就回家。。
冲好凉,电话响。。
原来是他。。。还以为他不会找我了。。
CK: Hi dear, how are you?
I: Hi, u back from Shen Zhen?
CK: Ya... can i meet you?
I: Em.. sure... what time?
CK: I'm now at Ipoh, should be reaching PJ by 11pm...
I: Sure... see you then.
等到12点,CK还是没来。。我因为太累所以睡着了。。醒来时已经1点了。。
看一看电话,我傻了。。
15通missed call和5封信息。。
其中有1通和一封信息是K的~
一通是一个朋友的。。
马上给CK打电话。。
CK: Hi dear, you wake up dy?
I: I'm so so so sorry... not mean to do this to you. I guess I'm exhausted as running 2 events in a day.
CK: Is OK dear... you rest well.. i reached KL home safely and going to rest too...
I: Can i buy you dinner tomorrow to repay back. I feel so bad... never do this before.
CK: Is OK dear, rest well. I'm not angry. I will need to fly to Korea tomorrow morning. See you when I'm back k~
I: Oo..OK.. good night~
继续倒头大睡。。我真的太累了。。
跟John聊完电话,K的电话就到~
K: Hi B, how are you?
I: I'm good~
K: Oo... why yesterday didn't answer my call?
I: i fall asleep already.. anything?
K: Just wanted to talk to you for a bit.
I: I'm just tired and fall asleep earlier.
K: Oo... thought you will be going out...
I: Ya... i have date... but just accidentally fall asleep.. or else should be at Z3 house now.(故意气他)
BMW Z3是CK的车...我没有对K隐瞒过CK喜欢我 。。说起CK时总是用Z3来代表。。
当然K生气了!!
K: Can you don't speak like this to me?
I: What do you expect? You want me to said: Dear, sorry ya... Babe was waiting for you at home?
I told you before, I'm not your somebody, I don't need to stay at home and wait for you to come!
I'm not a pet! Whenever you like it you will come, you busy and i have to wait?
I have my circle of friends and my life! Is not everything surrounded by you!
K: No, that's not what i mean. Can you listen to me? I don't see a necessary for you to raise up your voice Babe~
我静了下来。。也发现自己失礼了!
对他第二次发超大的脾气。。
但他每次都能很冷静的要我静下来~
K: I never expect you to stay at home and wait for me.
I have told you many times, i don't need anything from you. I just want to care for you and want you to be happy.
But I'm a human, i have feelings...
I know i don't have the right to love you but i do...
Therefore, is normal of me getting jealous...
I'm just showing my jealously and you get pissed off with me.
You like it when i don't care?
Don't hurt me this way please...
I: I'm sorry...
那一刻,我知道我伤到他了。。
他是对的。。他虽然没资格说爱我,但爱是不能控制的。。是一种感觉。。
所以他也不能控制自己会对我吃醋!
这个男人让我捉摸不透。。
他是认真的想要好好的疼爱我吗?
他不能爱我但却爱上我。。这点该怎么办?
那一天,我人不舒服不想出去。。
K买了东西过来。。
还以为他打包东西给我吃。。原来是要在我这里煮。。
K: Babe, u rest bit... let me cook for you tonight.
I: You know how to cook? Impress...
K: Of course I know and i love to cook~
突然发现,现在的男人都会煮。。
以前都是V (第一任) 和 M(第二任) 煮给我吃。。
但他们却都喜欢我煮的快熟面~
I: I trust you... i do love your cake... just that you only did it once~
K: Haha... glad that you love it. Next time i do it again...
K煮好饭和菜。。看着桌上的一餐,我心里真的很感动。。
我从小就因为爸妈工作忙而每天在家隔壁的餐馆吃。。
12岁到寄宿学校,一个人到现在。。
那么独立的我,其实有一些可笑的願望~
1.我一直很希望有人接我下班。。
2.我一直很希望有人给我一份homecook meal.
K不懂我为什么看着饭菜但没动。。
K: Babe, the food presentation might not that good but just give face and try a bit can?
I: No dear, not about that. Just feeling touch. Thanks dear...
K: You are welcome B. My pleasure...
试一试。。味道还不错。。
他真的会煮。。
I: Dear, it taste good. You really know how to cook!
K: Haha.. of course... I'm glad that you love it!
吃完饭, K陪我聊天。。
I: Dear, do you cook at home?
K: Ya, i cook most of the time.
I usually cook in the morning and keep in fridge so she can heat up when she is back in the evening.
I: Do she cook?
K: I been telling her and wish that she can cook for me at least once in a week. But she don't want so i never force her.
I: Oo... but i don't know how to cook wo...
K: Haha... is OK, can tell... didn't want you to cook either.
I: Hehe... actually, i know "how" to cook just i don't want... i love dessert and pastries... no blood~
K: OK, then next time you baked and i will be your guinea pig~
I: Haha... i will make sure you will not get upset stomach~
聊着聊着。。我睡着了。。
这是第二次K把我的家锁匙拿去。。
没有刻意跟他拿回。。毕竟他不会突然来找我~
公司让我提早离开。。。
很快的到新公司上班去。。
那时,我才告诉K...
I: Morning dear...
K: Morning... at work?
I: Yes, 1st day in new company...
K: Can tell me where are you working now?
I: Hehe... walking distance from your office... lol~
K: What? You joining that company?
Ask you to apply earlier you don't want but now joining them in the end~
I: Dear, you must know the different of apply and offer...
K: You mean you got an offer instead?
I: Yes, i got an offer with higher position...
K: Wao... proud of you B...
I: Thanks chat with you when I'm free later...
就这样,我的公司离他更靠近。。
可是,我们还是很少见面。。
因为需要设置一间完全新的公司很不容易。。
当然,这不是我第一次做开荒牛~
压力变得很大。。
工作时间更是到半夜。。
K知道我忙。。以其约我晚上,他开始提早上班陪我吃早餐。。
他的工作时间是9.30am过后才进办公室的。。为了见我,他牺牲睡眠每天7.45am就陪我在San Francisco Coffee吃早餐~
我每次8.30am进公司后他就去office睡。
虽然只是早一些。。但,我已经觉得很感动。。
因为我和他都是个宁可睡也不吃早餐的人。。
看到他可以这样为我,真的觉得感动~